At the time of writing this post, my Follower count is at 39,658.
For one final time, I apologise for being inactive from this blog. I have needed time to myself to think things over and find a way forward in life.
My Dressing had gotten to a point where I was not enjoying what I was doing with it anymore, just taking pictures in the bathroom and uploading them publically, but also privately online to thousands. Who most of which I have never even spoken to, as it would be virtually impossible to talk to all.
I’m sorry to say I will not be posting here any longer.
I started this blog as a way for me to share what I did with others, behind the name of ‘Lucy’ so it was not seen by those I knew personally who were unaware of what I did in my spare time. It also gave me the privacy and platform I needed to understand myself.
For that, and for everything else, I thank you all.
However, I have recently realised that continuing to post pictures online and having that seperated from who I am after the point which almost everyone I know knew about it. Has resulted in a lot of confusion with those people about what it is I do, and how to approach the subject. As it has always been viewed as a ‘secretive’ thing. Although that is how it once was, it is not anymore. Evens so, I have continued to keep it that way as it is what I was used too.
Going forward, I’m treating it differenty.
I wont go into the details here, as it’s not something that needs to really be explained. It will just be seen and noticed, after a while it should help people understand in their own time. Without me having to purposefuly pull them aside and explain every aspect of my mindset to them.
I realise I had not yet finished posting my Photoshoot Pictures of the Green Dress, all Photoshoot Pictures are available on my Flickr for those that wish to see: https://www.flickr.com/photos/157253015@N04
All future BWBG Photoshoot Pictures will be posted there too.
Thanks again for your love and support, however this blog is no longer my way forward. I will not be deleting the blog though, so it will remain active and viewable, as it has been a big part of my life and I myself would like to be able to look back on it all. That being said, I have to move on.
Goodbye and remember to always be yourself.
Hiya all, I’m sure many of you will be very pleased to know that I have now launched an Instagram Account, as another platform to express my femininity. I’ll use Instagram to put a spotlight on my most favourite pictures and possibly even post snippets of future Tumblr uploads, we’ll see how it goes!
My Instagram Account is @lucy_summers_cd.
I will remain known as Lucy-CD on Tumblr.
NOTE: To avoid confusion or missunderstanding, I’m not transitioning or dressing anymore frequently. I’m still simply dressing up on occasion as a hobby and a way to express my femininity, the name I created (Lucy Summers) is intended as a ‘stage name’.
Hugs from Lucy <3 x
Hi All, as usual I have been absent from the blog for far too long yet again. I have been thinking about dressing (the expression of my feminity) and it’s lack of presents in my general life. I’ll keep the story short this time but offline I’m rarely in contact with anyone with the subject being my dressing. Only online have I found a way to express my femininity, through this blog. I’m going to try to keep active on this blog and not let issues/personal problems in my offline life get in the way of expressing my femininity through pictures I post here.
I have a considerable backlog of pictures, from a dressing session at home in January! and yet another BWBG Photoshoot in March! which some of you may have already seen a few pictures of. These will be posted once I have posted the photos taken at home in January, I shall be scheduling them all over the next few days to post daily over the coming weeks. Until then, if you’d like a sneak-peek, take a look at Cindy’s Flickr.
NOTE: I believe this recent BWBG Photoshoot to be the best yet! and yes, I plan on returning again this year for another spectacular Photoshoot! <3
I’m not going to promise any sort of upload schedule, I’ll just say that I’m going to try my best to enjoy expressing my femininity in the way that I know I can and try my best not to let anything pull me away from that. If I have personal problems with my offline expression I’m going to do my best to make sure that does not affect my activity on this blog.
Hugs from Lucy <3 x
Hey all,
I would like to apologise for my absence from CrossDressing and posting on this blog. I do still have pictures to post from BWBG and I still love dressing. I’ve just had no desire to dress for quite a while now, and I do not know when I will next dress in my own clothes or home.
Ever since visiting Cindy the first time I have thought differently about CrossDressing, and I’m glad. It’s made me realise that I want more out of it, I’ve been taking pictures hidden in the bathroom for too long. I was constantly buying new clothes, wigs and shoes to keep things ‘new’, this is not what I want from my hobby. Especially as every item I buy doesn’t even get worn for even an hour a month, it just doesn’t seem worth it. The most ‘at home’ I have ever felt with my hobby has been with Cindy, as it is an accepting environment. However back at home I’m hiding in the bathroom trying to get as many pictures as possible late at night, which just isn’t enjoyable for me anymore. I want more from my dressing however I don’t know what that is, I’ve thought about the idea of modelling ever since Cindy said I would be great at it. That put a huge smile on my face and is probably the happiest moment I’ve ever experienced whilst dressed.
It was also amazing being dressed and having a social aspect to it, at home it is very isolating and the only social aspect I get is online and mostly anonymous. Most of it is also simply complements on how I look dressed up, and not directly about me as a person. When I dress up I’m expressing my natural femininity as an image, my feminine personality. It’s not a form of escapism or another persona, it’s another image of who I am. It’s not another persona or a way of escaping for me, it’s a way of expressing more of who I am. Plus I really love 'women’s’ fashion.
However the fact that fashion is 'mens’ and 'women’s’ really gets to me in a way, it’s more accepting for a woman to be masculine than it is for a man to be feminine. I also think that clothing should be masculine or feminine, so individuals can wear what suits their personality, not clothing simply assigned to their gender.
I do know I would like my CrossDressing to be a lot more social and known. Due to the way it is viewed by society it cannot be simply told to someone like it could most other hobbies. It is best told one-to-one and even that is hard, you cannot be aware of how they will respond. It isn’t simply accepted or disliked. If it is accepted, they may not even ask what dressing means to you or any other questions like that as the fact that society drives you to approach it one-on-one makes it seem that your sensitive about it therefore they do not want to ask anything that may be too personal. This means you have to take time to explain your personal reasons behind it. It may also simply be a result of prejudice, and they may think they know all the answers already where in actual fact it’s unique to every individual.
Even when I want to talk about it with someone who knows, I have to wait until I can talk to them privately to avoid being overheard by others. So even though they know and I’m with them, I’m still hiding it. I do not feel safe talking about it with someone who knows in a public place, which is still very isolating.
It is said to “be the change you want to see in the world” however with societies views on CrossDressing I really have no idea what could even be done or how to even start. As it’s forcing most CrossDressers to stay in the dark, therefore it is not known or understood by most people. If it was seen more often, it would likely reduce prejudice etc. the only hope I can see currently is that some Transgender individuals are beginning to be accepted. This is not the same at CrossDressing but it does give hope that society may one day understand it and accept it.
It’s so in the dark that I myself as far as I’m aware haven’t even seen another crossdresser in person, ever. Just myself. CrossDressers are a lot more known online, however I myself am afraid to step outside dressed up or even tell others about it in a public place. I always worry it could easily cause a scene. I wish a lot more people would see it as interesting like quite a few that I have told do and not something to be concerned about, like it needs 'fixing’ or is some kind of personality disorder.
The fact that I cannot even affect how it is viewed within my own home or family gives me no hope whatsoever that society as a whole will change its views anytime soon. Which I hate, as I do not want to continue hiding it and feeling isolated. I do not agree that it is something that should be, however we’re driven to hide it no matter what we believe. This also means I’d have difficulty going out dressed up as I couldn’t even walk out the door whilst dressed up without letting anyone know I would be doing so.
I have no reason to go out dressed up but if I ever did I don’t know how I’d go about it due to this. I’d also be worried that being dressed up outside may cause a scene or make others feel uncomfortable if they know I’m CrossDressed and do not accept it. I also worry that some may act out irrationally because they see it as 'abnormal’ and others may frown upon it because of their religion or culture.
If anyone who knows me personally has read this, please contact me. Talk with me about it, I wish so much for it to be more social and to not feel isolated offline. Due to the fact that nobody does, I find it hard to talk about it even with people that know because I have no idea how they feel about it and how interested they really are.
If anyone else who has read this feels as I do, understands or has any thoughts. I’d love to talk, on here or on Kik (PinchedSlinky).
Thank you all for making me feel welcome here <3